APOLARITY

yes, i had to think a little extra hard tonight – what is my user name again?

hmph – i dont owe you guys anything.

so maybe my life isnt all that exciting. maybe april came and went with nary a thing worth mentioning. so i lost my car. so i learned enough about car mechanics to fix the brakes on the bug so that i could have a car to drive at all. my hands were greasy; certainly an abnormality for me. but nothing momentous.

so here i am, defending myself for not involving you in my life. i should be apologising to you for my failure, not only in communication, but in observation of my life. i let an entire month pass by with hardly a glimpse into my soul.

jet, you may never know, but your visit last week meant so much to me. that is truly what snapped me out of the funk i have been in. i have been doing so much better this week. i have been able to see how important it is to for me to actively engage with life.

i think you’ll be seeing more of me.

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