08th May 2004

monsters

It is really shocking/devastating to find out in conversation that a member of your family doesnt understand you in a way you thought they did. It has been bugging me because a conversation that could have potentially gone well with my dad was ruined.

In general I have been feeling isolated because of the way I live my life. Not really by choice, but I feel like no one wants to invest the time to really get to know me (save a select few).

I need more (and better) relationships, but I feel helpless to make them happen.

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