APOLARITY

Dang – what is it in me that causes me to get a kick out of being a jerk to the people I love the most? It doesn’t bring me any real enjoyment to be mean to them – there’s just…something in me that gets carried away with myself. I hardly notice until after I see the hurt/shock/pulling-away in your eyes.

I’m sorry. I’m trying to get better.

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